my landlord is showing someone my house rn and they’re literally in the kitchen fucking socializing and talking about life and stuff. holy shit get the fuck out of my house
white people are so fucking rude. i was raised to always at the very least acknowledge someone if they come over to your gatherings and stuff but yt people always make me feel so unwelcomed and uninvited in their spaces and it’s like damn do ya have to make it that obvious?? like it’s maybe that i came with my boyfriend and people might already know that i’ve slept with the someone else at that gathering or maybe that i was the youngest one there pero like i didn’t know it was possible to be so rude to someone without that person actually being aware of it??
it wasn’t until like 2 hours into the gathering that people began to acknowledge me and it’s bc someone said something that i could actually relate to/respond to bc the whole ~~fantasizing about ur earlier years~~ when ur still young af (~25) is something i’m so over. it happens every time i’m with someone of that age. literally.
also my landlord scheduled a viewing and it got canceled and i cleaned my apt and have been sitting on the futon waiting for them to come over and get their thing over with so i can get in the shower. 20min of waiting and NOBODY called/emailed to let me know it got canceled. thnx for wasting my precious time
i rarely ever drink coffee but this week i’ve had 6-10 cups and 3 shots of pure espresso and i can feel my body fucking up already. detox time for sure. this feels terrible don’t ever try it
i have $13.68 until next friday. cool
i am thoroughly embarrassed. i immediately deleted my comment but i’m sure it reached her in time and now there’s that small sense of second hand embarrassment.
totally asked my cousin how her first finals week in college is going and i forgot that this is her second year in college. i mean idk. family and stuff.
also i’ve started unintentionally sticking my tongue out just a bit when i smile in photos and this is something my pug does. i don’t know how i’ve developed this?? i’m adapting puglike behaviors.
it’s ok i’m so over that phase of trying to appear stoic in re: human relationships and friendships to distance myself from what could possibly be negative perceptions of me. i’m done. i’m madly in love and i want to tell everybody.
just realized that i’m that person who posts annoying couples photos. i’m grossed out.
wow ok i can dig this new tumblr update